Tuesday, October 24, 2006
i`m done with watching 恶魔在身边. relatively nice as compared to 恶作剧之吻. but i only cried at the last episode of the 1st latter, whereas i cried at every other part of the 2nd. but when i mean i cried, i really cried till my eyes turn red at that instance before the happy ending prevails. did`nt really comprehend the mixed feelings inside me, but the shows had dug part of my memories and had them mixed up perhaps. =\
right now, i do not favour in interferring in anything nor being pulled inside some turmoil. i appeal to the mass. i do not want my happiness to be a momentary one, so i hope the unnecessary flicks can stay faraway from me. i know i'll go soft if they just correspond to me. so i beg them to get blown off or just swept past me for all i care.
just something to share. a little kindness goes a long way is`nt it? that day i was at rachel's block of flats. the lift door opened and i went in. the door was closing when i saw a mother and her daughter running up the stairs to catch the lift. of course i tried to press to "D.O" button, just in time to hold the door before it closed. they walked in and another uncle followed behind. they nodded their heads i gratitudes, especially the young girl. she said in politeness, "xie xie jie jie!". and i smiled as a returned gesture. i reached my destination 1st and before i fully stepped out of the lift, the young girl called out to me, "bye bye jie jie", and she waved to me. after such a tiring day at work, it`s so nice to encounter such nice sweet people. it just lifted my lethargic soul. i bidded goodbye in a light-hearted tone and went out of the lift. and a few days back when i was at ang mo kio mrt station, i saw this wheel-chair bound uncle selling tissues. to be frank, my heart really goes out to the less fortunate and only then , i`d realise how fortunate most of us are. anyways, i bought packed lunch for my colleagues and i had a dollar change in my hand. i gave the uncle that dollar and he wanted to give me his tissue packets on his hand. i declined with a smile and he nodded his head. at that moment, i could sense the happiness in him and my heart was warmed. i know just a dollar probably won`t help much, but i did`nt know i could also make someone`s day with such a small act which usually, would go unnoticed. sometimes, happiness is`nt only receiving but also giving. we have to be a little more flexible to make life more meaningful is`nt it? =)
if you have`nt yet understand. love starts with loving yourself before you love others.if you don`t get me, i've got nothing to say. remember, 忠言逆耳. i don`t know how to help anymore. Mianhamnida...
cheers...
YF`
1:01 AM
i`m done with watching 恶魔在身边. relatively nice as compared to 恶作剧之吻. but i only cried at the last episode of the 1st latter, whereas i cried at every other part of the 2nd. but when i mean i cried, i really cried till my eyes turn red at that instance before the happy ending prevails. did`nt really comprehend the mixed feelings inside me, but the shows had dug part of my memories and had them mixed up perhaps. =\
right now, i do not favour in interferring in anything nor being pulled inside some turmoil. i appeal to the mass. i do not want my happiness to be a momentary one, so i hope the unnecessary flicks can stay faraway from me. i know i'll go soft if they just correspond to me. so i beg them to get blown off or just swept past me for all i care.
just something to share. a little kindness goes a long way is`nt it? that day i was at rachel's block of flats. the lift door opened and i went in. the door was closing when i saw a mother and her daughter running up the stairs to catch the lift. of course i tried to press to "D.O" button, just in time to hold the door before it closed. they walked in and another uncle followed behind. they nodded their heads i gratitudes, especially the young girl. she said in politeness, "xie xie jie jie!". and i smiled as a returned gesture. i reached my destination 1st and before i fully stepped out of the lift, the young girl called out to me, "bye bye jie jie", and she waved to me. after such a tiring day at work, it`s so nice to encounter such nice sweet people. it just lifted my lethargic soul. i bidded goodbye in a light-hearted tone and went out of the lift. and a few days back when i was at ang mo kio mrt station, i saw this wheel-chair bound uncle selling tissues. to be frank, my heart really goes out to the less fortunate and only then , i`d realise how fortunate most of us are. anyways, i bought packed lunch for my colleagues and i had a dollar change in my hand. i gave the uncle that dollar and he wanted to give me his tissue packets on his hand. i declined with a smile and he nodded his head. at that moment, i could sense the happiness in him and my heart was warmed. i know just a dollar probably won`t help much, but i did`nt know i could also make someone`s day with such a small act which usually, would go unnoticed. sometimes, happiness is`nt only receiving but also giving. we have to be a little more flexible to make life more meaningful is`nt it? =)
if you have`nt yet understand. love starts with loving yourself before you love others.if you don`t get me, i've got nothing to say. remember, 忠言逆耳. i don`t know how to help anymore. Mianhamnida...
cheers...
YF`
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:01 AM
